The Last Lap!!!

Initially I had thought I can wait until the last week then take leave but I realised I can't becoz my feet are swollen like pig trotters and my back feels as if it will give way anytime.

Both pregnancies are really different. Jamie's was much easier and less complication (other than the 3d2n at KKH due to food poisoning Lolz)

James' was much difficult with spotting at early stage and even in the second trimester. Now in my 3rd trimester, I am simply counting down to the end of the suffering :(

But of coz both are my darlings and I have nothing against them. Will love then as much and give them as much too :)

Though friends would say the real suffering comes after the delivery, I think I would say it's when I really can hold my 'reward' in my arms n hugs him dearly :)

Looking forward to see u, James!!!

Changing behavior...

Lately Jamie had been misbehaving herself and telling lies too..

As she has always been meeting our expectations and always mature and sensible, hence her abrupt change was a bit unacceptable.

Today teacher even told us she bit her classmate. Teacher also said she denied when she was questioned. She too denied when we first asked her but after being warned to tell the truth, she admitted she bit her friend because he did not want to give her the seat.

Though I know she is just going through the acceptance phase of becoming the older sister but I cannot help but feel that I failed as a mother.

After all I had always thought I had done a good job but I think it is really not good enough yet. I learnt from this incident and I guess it means I need to give Jamie more attention and not take her for granted. However mature and sensible she may be, she is still only a 3 year old child...