吐到肠子也快吐出来了

其实如果知道自己饮食上可以避免什么就比较容易过日子。但是问题出在，这次与上次不同，并没有什么东四是一定不可以吃的。但是现在还好我发现我和上次一样，最不能接受油烟味。一闻的就什么也吃不下了，然后就什么都吐了出来。庆幸白天因为上班的关系就可以吃到各样的食物，至少还不是每次都会吐。因为没有craving也就没法交待工人自己要吃什么晚餐，也就没办法避免晚上吐到要死的机率。希望这种日子快点过，就可以大吃大喝了。。。

18.7mm

Gynae told me it was a good size though I lost weight.

I guess as long as the weight gain is on the lil one is ok for me.

But everyday is a challenge now thinking of what to eat. Sometimes I really have no idea or even no appetite to eat. There is also the fear of puking out what the lil one doesn't like.

So far, other than the spicy food n bread&butter which last for two weeks, there is nothing else I could eat more than three days. I have to eat keep changing the menu for every meal before the lil one 'throws tantrum' again...

I used to b such a easy person to feed becoz I simply eat everything and anything... But now I am the most fussy eater I had ever seen in my own life too lol

I tried to b understanding n stay positive but sometimes, due to work location, I get very upset with this changing appetite... But well, I hope this will last not longer than the first trimester :)

Anytime, Anywhere

It's kinda of early compared to the last time to b stuck by this discomfort. But well every experience is different I guess.

Though it could happen anytime and anywhere but it also has its blessings. At least I can eat fish and seafood this round lol

Skin is getting bad these days but I think this is part and parcel of hormonal change.

When boss asked me what help do I need after I returned to work, I told her frankly I don't know. Becoz I was not working when I had Jamie. There was no rush in anything and pace of life was OTOT. This is the first time I experience stress during this difficult period.

But I feel it has it's blessings though. At least we don't have to b worried got money for milk powder and diapers or not. Now I can even think of upgrading the ward to something more luxurious but not sure if it's worth the extra hundreds to spurge like that :(

Another blessing about working now is it stops me from thinking nonsenses. I remember I was crying a lot when I had Jamie becoz I was alone at home and negative thoughts just kept poisoning me. As much as I knew I am growing even fatter now, I also know I have datelines to worry more than my increasing weight.

But of coz this one has to go through more stress with me than Jamie. And I hope this means, the child will love me even more too, after knowing how much stress Mummy needs to go through to keep the job to ensure he/she gets a good life...

还好没事

其实今天是做好心理准备才去诊所的。虽然我是偷偷抱着希望的，但是我知道如果是坏消息的话，我应该也不会太难过。

不过，我真的很开心没事。虽然我知道还要受几个月的罪，我还是很高兴。毕竟不是每个人想有就有的。

今天在我听到自己的好消息时，却听到了她的坏消息。好可惜哦。希望上天可以很快地再把一个可爱的小生命送到她的怀里。